I want a boyfriend so bad. It’s very childish and my sane self hates me for this but I’m a whiny little b**** and I just need a boyfriend who’d treat me like a baby. Maybe I just need a dad because my own dad is good for nothing.
I mean there are a lot more things that I want badly but right now I just wish there was a guy I could sneak out with and go to the beach at midnight and lie down on the sand. I don’t want s**. I just want company. Like watching the stars all night and having super deep talks about life and space and aliens and a mission to save planet earth and the whole universe.
At this point, even an average looking guy would do. I just want someone really fun to hang out with and go one long road trips.
I want to play hide and seek in a mysterious place with him I want to explore the world with him. I want things to be perfect. I want us to have same taste in music so that we can listen to our favorite artist and dance to the music in a dark room at night with fairy lights.
I want us to go to college together.
I want to be his wife and have his children and take care of them. I want to grow old with him.
This is so stupid, cheesy, and cringy that someone might kill me out of annoyance.