Im sick of being undervalued.
I must be G******* toilet paper because everyone keeps throwing me away when they’re done using.

I feel so ignored and unwanted. It s**** to be “desired” so badly by everyone, but every single time, when it really comes down to it, they don’t hesitate to let me know they can just throw me away at any moment. That they can can just crumple me up and forget about it..

And they do. How many guys fucked me and ran? Took advantage of me, lying about love and caring just to use me and run.

Having a fiancee that loves me but on the condition that I don’t talk about s**, or complain that I’ve been in a sexless relationship fir a few years now..
Or when I was finally allowed to explore with a partner who WAS interested, he drops the bomb on me (only after getting me hopes massively up) that actually I’m just a side project he’s only vaguely interested in, and because I annoyed him with some obscure pet peeve, he was willing to dump me pretty much right there..
But he gave me one more chance… Thanks I guess..?
I really thought I was important the way he talked to me, but after that I can see im just another score :/

Never forget-
If you’re beautiful,
you’re nothing but a little flower. Flowers are picked and left to die. So pretty, yet so selfishly wasted for a quick splash of color on someone ELSES canvas.
No one cares about your feelings but you. Stay strong,
You deserve better.
And maybe.. just maybe..
Better is still out there.