Is there such a thing as reverse-pedophilia? I am a young female teen, and have a fantasy of a much older guy kidnapping me in a van, tying me up, holding me for ransom, and using me however he pleases. I get so turned on thinking about it happening in real life, but then I come to my senses and realize that I would never actually want that to happen. But still… I wish that I could experience a safe version of this, even though I have no idea why I am fantasizing about r***.