There is a guy I know, who is the sexiest man I know. I want him so badly and I think he wants me too. When we’ve been at party’s together he’s always really close to me touching me, dancing with me, telling me how s*** I am. I can’t tell if it’s just the alcohol. He is 25 years older than me but ugh, he is so fine. I don’t even know if he wants more and if he did, I don’t know if he would ever ask me. How do you ask somebody that? I don’t know that he would take me seriously with the age gap. But gosh I want him, every part of him.