I have a crush on a girl who is 4 years older than me. I’m a girl too, I don’t believe I’m gay because this far I’ve only liked boys. But I have a pure crush on this girl, always have since I met her. We only see each other for a few weeks every year. I don’t even know if she considers me a friend, maybe just acquaintances. But I have a burning desire for her. I just want to be friends though, I wish I did not have these romantic feelings. But I love her so much.
