Hi. I’ve took a few glances at this cute girl at school. Never thought I would have a chance with her as I thought she was too out of my league. Turns out she’s friends with one friend of mine. The first time we interacted was in gym class. We randomly started talking and I grew to like her over time. We’ve included her in our friend group and she’s the only female in our group. I’ve been paranoid about my friends liking her but I figured that if anyone were to have a chance with her, it’d be me. Not sure if that’s just me being egotistical though. Anyways I saw her talk to this guy during our lunch breaks. It’s crystal clear that he’s been friends with her longer than I’ve been friends with her. I kinda got jealous of this guy. First he’s cuter than me (no homo) and second he’s been friends with her longer. At the end of the school year I got her number as well as my friends’ numbers to make a group chat. I was so proud I got her number.

I’ve been fantasizing about having s***** relations with her and just overall being there for her. I’ve been working out more and more and studying just to prove I’m a decent guy. I’m making sure to do all my work next year and to not slack in order to keep a high GPA. I mean I would occasionally look at my friends’ accounts to see photos of her and sometimes look at her pictures in our school yearbook.

I’m concerned if I might be considered a creep. What do you all think?