I want to be with my teacher so bad, hes 37 and hes been really good for me. He talked me out of killing myself and when i was in a bad relationship. Ive grown such a love attachment towards him. And i just wanna lay in bed with him and snuggle. But hes married and is living a happy life. Im 17 and i dont know what to do. Do i tell him or do i live with the fantasy and guilt of loving him and take it to the grave with me?
