I am a very conventional person, but increasingly over the years a desire has been growing within me to ‘come out’ as a gay skinhead. I have spent some time looking at gay skinhead sites, and there is a group I could join in Birmingham. I already have much of the gear, ie, Grinders boots, olive bomber jacket, but I haven’t yet shaved my head. I have some modest tattoos, but strongly feel I’d like to have my lower arms, hands, chest, and legs tattooed as well -and my head as soon as it’s been shaved. Having looked at gay skinhead p*** it’s something which strongly appeals. I’ve never slept with another bloke but would love to. A*** s** with another guy I think is really fun and I’d like a slice of the action. If I come out my family will be shocked, but I’ve suppressed my desires for far too long. It’s how I am and I know enjoying the company of other skins, including full intimacy – with a*** s**, oral s** and mutual wanking- is something which would really help me in my life.