After hooking up with my now-ex, I developed a liking for DP and multiple-c*** p*** scenarios after she admitted she liked that area of p*** the most (also said she gets turned on by the thought of doing it).
Little did she know that this fetish would lead me to start jerking off to her nudes with other people online while talking about an array of nasty things I would let them do to her.
She was baffled after I came forward with it but she also was kinda turned on. Don’t get me wrong she hated that I did it without her knowing for so many months, but her main complaint was “why didn’t you just tell me?”. She proceded to say afterwards that she might have gone along with my fantazies – like talking dirty about this stuff while f******, etc, iffy if she would have actually done the real stuff.
Medium-sized story short, we split up because we had many differences but we kept talking even after that.
After that I kinda stopped caring for all the k**** scenarios because, honestly, it’s only hot for me if it’s my gf and she comes home to me after it all. If I sense the slightest feeling she might have for someone else, turn on becomes an instant turn off.
I did however push her to admit that she had slept with the new guy. I pushed her even further, wildly aroused, to make her admit he’s actually hung like a bull and had fucked her for over an hour straight. She actually said the words “I moaned from pain” and “It was incredible”.
I couldn’t stop using the mental images of her getting destroyed by a big hard c*** for days. And after that I decided this can’t be helping me get over a relationship that had actually a lot of love in it. But lately I’ve started imagining it again, balancing between anger and arousal.