I don’t know if it’s a crush or what, but I’m too afraid to say anything and ruin a great friendship. Now I know I’m moving out of state in a few months, and can’t decide if this makes me more afraid to ruin our friendship or if this is the time to take a chance. Or if it’s just all in my head. Or even if he’d be interested. Or if we’re both just too desperate to care. But I’m still too afraid to ask.