I had the strangest dream one day about me and a girl I went to a Church class together with. We barley spoke to each other, maybe a “hello” there or a “good morning” here, mostly I just watched her interact with her friends, but I never worked up the nerve to chat more with her. I was a shy kid you see. But for some reason I’ve been thinking of her recently.

Let’s call her “PK”. Anyways, in this dream, I was at this weird building, it looked like a mega church, and I was about to go in to see the service.

That’s when I saw her. She looked a bit older, but had the same curls and lips I remembered. We’d greeted each other and chatted before going in, which was nice.

Anyways during the service, when I was taking notes, I got a message from her. Something like; “I’d like to talk to you more”.
I was really excited, since I wanted to be her friend, so I typed something back, but I couldn’t remember what.

What I do remember is the pastor (no one I remembered) noticing us and reading out the messages. I was so embarrassed I wanted to scream. After that humiliation, we both found ourselves in a bathroom, which is where we talked again.

Neither of us mentioned the pastor, but instead started chatting about going to a store together. now that I think about it, while I can’t remember the conversations, I do remember the tone. It felt like I was chatting with a secret lover, or something like that, even though irl we barley talked at all.

As my dreams tend to change location very quickly, we found ourselves at the store, where we walked around chatting and holding hands.

It felt like a date.

I’m not sure what was up with that dream, to my knowledge I’ve always been into boys (I’m a girl too btw,) yet the more I think about that dream, the more I like the idea of spending time with her.

Even now just thinking of her makes my heart beat strangely, but I don’t hate it at all. I’m starting to remember an OC I’d made last year when I wondered what it would be like to be like a girl even just once, and when I compare that OC to PK, I realized the OC was based off of her.

I’ve forgotten about the OC, but I’ve been thinking of PK more and more, I even imagined kissing her once. I’ve dreamed of her twice now too.

I’d still like to meet her though. While I wouldn’t do anything weird like in my dreams, it would be nice to talk to her again. I wonder if that’s what’s causing all this…