this is a vent thing so dont read unless you want
I had a dream I was living with my abusive ex and i realized he was abusive and i tried to escape and later her raped me and i broke a window with a hammer and ran to a persons house to hide and he started looking for me then when i woke up a cut myself because it triggered my ptsd from whe n my ex s******* assulted me but yeah i just had to get this off my chest somewhere