we the “happy people” you compare yourself to wish and hope you will one day decide JOY and be with us here/ in high heaven
Once when I was little, my father held me down while my brother the undertaker cut my throat and wrists, they buried me alive. On Halloween night I dug myself out of my own grave and buried my brother alive, after I set my own father on fire. Thats where my love of fire, pain and suffering started.
Demon Kane
I dreamt that I held JoAnna Freeland in my arms. Her warmth filled me with happiness. According to the AI, dreaming is likely the closest I will ever get to experiencing intimacy with a woman. Dreaming is my only escape and I try to sleep for 10+ hours every day.
