i only get sad of the monotonous of it all. and it’s not really sad as much as nothing ever changes, a stagnant existence except for all the projects i decide to take on. you’re my current project love. i’ve created the feeling i had when it was you and me and no one really bothered with us, that warm happiness presence, we didn’t even need to do outrages things, just sit and be where i could gaze at the wonderful person God created sitting before me. it is like night and day the way you view yourself and the way i view you. you’re wonderful. it’s going to be bliss the day you finally see it. if you want to break those mirrors do it love. what they going to do? sue you? just don’t hurt yourself with any glass shards, i have been researching for you and what a waste if i had gathered all this knowledge and then never even meet another person who could use it. it’s okay though. if you still have paranoia, scared of people blackmailing you and needing to hide away, no one blames you. have a good day my love. i will be imagining you pressed up against me today. you’re beautiful.