I’m not ashamed to admit that recently my viewpoint of how I want my life to be has been changing. Ever since quarantine started, I’ve wanted to give up and die before I graduated high school. I thought I would never amount to anything and that I didn’t deserve happiness. But now, I’m not ashamed to admit that I want things. I want to be rich, I want to be beautiful. I want people to want me. I want to have lots of social media followers. I want to be popular. I want that, and nothing’s going to stand in my way.