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The life i dreamed of, have always wanted, will never be… as my world crumbles around me, i feel helpless. Is this the man i was supposed to be? Spiraling downward inside while the shell that is me hides my immense pain and failures? I had clung to the hope that things would change, yet i am still buried in bills while trying to support my family’s needs, while also shoveling out money to keep her bank acct above 0. I try to work and pay bills and keep things clean, but i can’t… both vehicles need repair, we do well to make it week to week, our tiny house is a disaster.. which only further drowns my dreams and anxieties. I was to be the white knight, the one with the answers, the one who conquered life and lived out the simple dreams of love, family, happiness, faith. I was the one dreaming of the future of love i fear ill never experience, a home in which i could be the father I’ve always dreamed i could be, the man people could say “HE is a good man.. a good father, a good friend” My kids keep me going, but i fail them and it devastates me inside. I only hope that somehow they will rise above me and shine as i dreamed i could. I was the one with dreams……but who now, is going to save ME?

New Confession

I have to admit that I love to flash my c*** to adult women, of any age actually. I flash my c*** in my car, on webcams or in hotel windows overlooking parking lots or beaches like in Florida. My c*** is slightly larger than “average” but certainly not huge. Two women have told me that my c*** is really hard. I believe that several women have seen me though none have reported me and that’s a good thing.

One time in Florida I was laying on the lounge with my c*** surreptiously sticking out the side. Across the deck was a beautiful black haired lady in a bikini. She had really b*******. She was wearing sunglasses and getting some sun. Her lounge was slightly elevated but I couldn’t tell if her eyes were open. If they were she would have seen my c*** which of course was really exciting me. We were like that for about 15 minutes when another lady approached her and said something. She sat up, raised her glasses and took a clear look at me. She then lowered her glasses and resumed her position. She didn’t do or say anything. The only thing she did was bend her knee blocking my view between her legs. I didn’t trust the other lady so I left right away. That lady really took it in stride. I often wonder if she was offended, neutral or excited.

One night I was cruising with my c*** in my hand looking for a flashing opportunity. Up ahead was a girl hitchiking. She was wearing a loose dress from what I could see in the headlights and she was perfect. I decided to offer her a ride with my c*** out. If she got in, great and if she did not that was cool. I pulled up beside her and she opened the door. When that happened the interior light came on. She could see my c*** but I was so excited that c** exploded out of my c***. It happened so fast that I reached over, closed the door and took off.

I often wonder what she thought. Oh yeah, I also j******* to those memories.

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