So I was born a white male. Yet in my dreams as a very young kid, I always seen this plump black girl. I would lust for her in ways that made my heart hurt. I was really too young to even know what s** was yet I always seen her n*** in my dreams and would wake up beyond aroused. The icing on the cake is that I grew up in an all white community, never even seen a black lady irl until years later. Someone tell me who this lady is please?