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I honestly don’t care whether or not NoFap will cure my social awkwardness, I just want to finally overcome the learning disability which I have (Which will remain undisclosed throughout the duration of this post). I was diagnosed at 8 and ever since then people have been analysing my behaviors and controlling my life for the fear of the unknown. I don’t know much about what I have nor do they, meaning that now I have a vague idea of what it entails I can attempt to reverse the damage. Now, absurd diets and unruly regulations are not what I need- I need to muster the energy to perform day to day tasks such as cooking and cleaning. If I keep jacking off to p***, I’m not going to have the energy to focus on more than a miniscule detail to the point of meltdown. So this is where the shaft goes up, it can only point skyward if I use my energy for a productive purpose. I want to improve my grades to get into college and to relieve the stresses bestowed upon the people who support me and my family. I know that I can never cure what I have, but if I can have the energy to fight the arduous waves of addiction and rise above the surface- Then every single person who doubted me will see the concentration and determination in my eyes and shiver in the shallow depths.

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