I dreamt 3 times before that I was dating this guy. I’m in love with him I think. He is so amazing. I never knew how sweet he can be. The thing is though my parents are religious. And there is a huge difference between him and I. I am 5’9 and he is possibly 5’6. He can’t walk and I can. I have high hopes that his surgery goes well. I don’t know what it is about him that brings me to him. He doesn’t know what I am to him he says but he thinks I am funny to him. I remember seeing somewhere that God sends visions in dreams and I have high hopes for it. I don’t care if he can walk or not because its not his physical appearance that matters to me. He is also a Christian but he commits sins. He has a tattoo. He used to smoke weed. He changed himself because he didn’t like it. I encourage him to do good and he agrees. I miss him time to time and now he is home schooled which makes it worst. He said that its due to the surgery. I feel horrible because his last day was the day I was absent and I couldn’t see him at school. I blame my mom for it because she told me she had a doctor appointment because it turned out it was after school. I never felt so sad about it. I enjoy his company even if its behind a screen.