I have this strong feeling in me, as if I need to fullfil some kind of mission here. I feel as if whenever I don’t give to people, I don’t try my best in being good to others and being the best person possible, I’m not worth anything. Listening to people, that have nobody to talk to make me feel as if I have worth again. As if I’m not just some kind of blob of flesh with no purpose.
I’m scared of having no purpose in life.