I just need a laptop for my studies (computer science student). Im afraid i might fail my major subjects which require this technology to finish a system application.

I wish i can borrow my classmate’s laptop but they only have one and they probably going to use it the whole day which is something i envy a lot because they have perpormant laptops. I wish i can use our computer laboratory to practice coding but its always occupied by other students.

I dont know, May be the only solution i can do is to rent a computer/laptop i guess? But that will cost me a lot. My parents only earn enough for our basic needs but not for our wants. I dont know, i feel so sad right now knowing that i already knew i will fail my major subjects just because i dont have that f****** laptop.

My confession is not that deep compare to others but for me it is. My future depends on it, my education requires it.

Ps. I rent computer in a nearby internet cafe to confess this. Also been searching for a “giveaway laptop” but who give a s*** in a 3rd world country, ehh? Anyways, i will still try and do my best so good luck me