I have dreams where I find out that I’m pregnant. My husband and I always wanted children but are too poor to responsibly have them so we keep putting it off. We’re both employed full time and still just getting by paycheck to paycheck. I don’t want my children to grow up in poverty. Soon I’ll be too old to get pregnant without high risk. It’s obvious that the dreams are my fantasy that the decision will be out of our hands and we’ll just make it work with what little we have. When I wake up I realize yet again that it’s probably never going to happen.
