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This past may. I flew in to my hometown from NYC. To spend time with my bestfriend of (going on) 8 years. She’s a girl. Asian, petite and cute. I’m 5’8, European, model for well known agency… She’s seen me naked a number of times. Flirtatiously would say how beautiful my body is and how she wishes she had a bod like mine. These little side comments would go on for years. We finally graduated high school. I leave to pursue a career in modeling…. Fast forward back to me coming home to see her and my family. So I stay at her place for a week. I got really sick the first 2 days so I pretty much barely moved out of bed. Until the 3rd day when she forced me to go to a party with old high school friends. So we’re drinking having a good time when out of no where to guys try to get us to kiss…. We mutually decided to “put on a show.” Full tongue, while one of my hands is gripping the back of her neck and the other is fondling her breast. She obviously liked it- because when we left she told me just wait until we get home….. When we got home I went into her guest bedroom and acted as if I was sleeping…. She opened the door jumped in the bed. We started making out, she went down on me multiple times, made me c** back to back. It was pretty hot….
But she’s my bestfriend!!!! I feel like she still wants more from me. Like we could possibly be something.

How do I get her to stop seeing me like this s***** being?
I don’t want to ruin our friendship!

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My art therapist/group therapist and I were having an illegal affair. I would write secret messages to her and she would read them and respond to them in person. She would do favors i asked of her, like wearing outfits i asked her to wear, she’d even do me s***** favors. I made her a google drive full of p*** of me and then crafted a puzzle link to get to it that only she could have known. The link was a tinyurl with three phrases in the url that only she could have known. We would walk for an hour every day and swing at the park. I would write her poetry and play love songs for her every day. She broke the rules to play mario kart with me constantly when her boss was out. We had something magical. But she would never communicate directly with me because sge was afraid she’d lose her liscence to practice and her boyfriend and house, abd when I pushed her to unmask and be real, she told me I was wasting my time. Well that pissed me off and I crashed out a little abd she used that crash out to get me kicked out of my group therapy program. She wants out and I told her she’s not allowed to want out. I told her If she doesn’t reach out to me and continue this affair, that i will report her and get her liscence taken away and if that doesn’t work ill find some other way to ruin her life. You dont go from gooning in the bathroom at work to someone to throwing them away in the same week. Thats fucked. I’ll post her name here soon if she stays quiet and doesn’t reach out to me.