I think I’m in love with one of my best friend’s girlfriends. Me and her are close friends and have been for a while; but people have questioned me about our relationship, and we spend a lot of time alone together. We text all day every day and ‘something’ has almost happened like 3 times in the last 2 months… Even though I say ‘almost’, I wouldn’t be ok with what has happened if I was him. I know I’ve overstepped a line. The worst part, even though I know it’s wrong, I want it. I want her. I think I might actually love her. To make things worse; (I would and could never do that to a close friend, although I’m aware I have already crossed some lines) they are seemingly on the brink of a split and he doesn’t treat her how she deserves. And that’s both from her mouth and my own observation. Part of me wants to be selfish and say “f*** him” and try and get the girl I think I love, but the other part of me won’t allow that. I don’t wanna f*** over my friend, but should I sacrifice someone I love for a friend that has been drifting from me? Or should I give up on something I know would make me happy, for a friend who probably wouldn’t even bat an eyelid?! I’m such a t***.