I cheated on my husband this summer with a younger guy. He’s 25 (9 years younger than me) and tall, fit and looks a little like Ryan Gosling. We met thru a friend and I really became attracted to him during those riots in St. Louis. He was a teacher in the inner city there 2 years ago and told me a lot of horrible things about the challenges there. I thought it was so inspiring that a hot guy with so much going for him would do a job like that. One night I went to see his band play at a bar with my friend and we got a little drunk. I ended up making out with him, and before we knew it we were naked in the bar office in the basement.

I felt so guilty the next day, but each day after that it faded. By the following weekend, when my husband took our son to a tee-ball tournament, I was h**** again. I met him at a park where he was playing soccer with his friends, and watching him play with his shirt off turned me on so much. He was the best player on the team and scored 2 goals. We went back to his place and although I was sober I lost complete control. We had s** 5 times in every position. His body and stamina were amazing and his manhood is long, thick and uncircumcised. I was doing things I never imagined like telling him to pull my hair while he took me from behind. I came over and over again. A few days later I texted him from work that I was hungry for c*** and he immediately texted me back a picture of his hard rod. I went straight to his place and sucked and fucked him for hours.

We met a few more times but the guilt began to eat me alive. I know he wanted to keep it up, but I also know he was turned on f****** a married woman. I stopped seeing him a couple of weeks ago because I couldn’t keep it up. This past weekend I saw him out with a gorgeous Asian woman. I know he’s f****** her and while it bothers me a little, at the same time it actually turns me on. But I have to stop. I think it’ll be alright and it’s behind me, but I wonder what if I end up alone with him again?