I have sinned, for in this sin I have done something so morally wrong that all I ask for is god’s forgiveness. In return I shall never go back to p********** and the filth that lies within it. I’ve only ever sought to bring good to this world, thus, I repent. For the world is so full of this filth that it has become hard to avoid anymore. The first step towards repentance is confessing. All I can do or think of anymore is wish I had listened to my gut, the feelings telling me not to rather than the curiosity. I’m sure that god’s discipline shall follow this, and I shall never forget this. I’ve been beating myself up for the past 12 years over my stupid decision, constantly working out the poison deep within, and cleansing myself of the sin. I must earn my forgiveness, and I’ll probably be working for it during a good portion of my life. If I ever return to this sin, might he strike me dead on the spot.