Today it occurred to me that this is the first time in about two years that I haven’t loathed myself. It’s such an odd yet amazing feeling and I just have an urge to inform the world that this proverbial cloud has somehow lifted from my mind. It’s funny because I can still identify my flaws as before but can’t find it in myself to dislike my entire identity. I remain anxious about many aspects of my life and fear this positivity will be fleeting, but it still feels good.