i remember sleeping over at this friends house one night after going to sylvan learning center-we slept in his bed-we cuddled close-and i kneed him in the crotch-it was really mean-the next day i recognized it was kind of like fooling around in bed but i didn’t know it-i felt incredibly ashamed and never spoke about it again. Nobody did anything wrong but i was confused about it because it was kind of h*********-i kind of forgot about it, but i also kind of protected myself with it with denial. I wish I could tell the person “I’m really sorry for kneeing you in the crotch, I’m really sorry I violated your body like that” this is a core secret with poison im releasing from my body.
