My boyfriend has noticed that I have been out with old friends, new friends, anyone every chance I get this summer. What he hasnt put together is why. I

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My boyfriend has noticed that I have been out with old friends, new friends, anyone every chance I get this summer. What he hasnt put together is why.
I am desperately trying to forget about the person I fell for this summer. Yep, that makes me a bad person i’m sure. I say person, but I actually mean girl.
I am so angry at myself for letting my feelings get involved in what should have been a harmless friendship. I wish these feelings would go so I could get on with my life. Life is hard enough without having to deal with loving two people. F*** I never thought that was even possible.

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I was young. An older neighbor boy saw me playing in the backyard. I was alone. I don’t remember much except I was on the ground playing and looked up and he had his pants down and a big hardon about an inch from my face. He just held it there and I had no idea what was happening but I distinctly remember the smell of his balls and d***. It was a heavy musky odor. He left and that was it but the thought of that smell gets me hard to this day. Weird

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Rot in hell James. u stupid ugly f***