I have a pretend girlfriend. She is a girl I met online that I can not get over, so in my mind I like to pretend we are together as a couple. I used to chat with her quite often and do know things about her. It makes me happy most of the time to pretend to be with her. I imagine dates we go on, us kissing, and hey when I’m feeling h****-us having s**. I can almost feel her prescence at times and have no problem imagining what she’d say. I enjoy having conversations with her in my mind. Then again, having a pretend girlfriend makes me very sad. Deep down I know it’s not true. Some times I want the real thing and someone I can actually hold or touch. I know that imagining kissing and being with her will make it way harder to move on to possibly find someone new and well-real….
