I have a boyfriend but I fucked his best friend in a forest preserve. His friend was a virgin but he made me c** multiple times. It was beautiful. The sun was out and blinding, I was in a floral dress, he looked so gorgeous with his tanned skin-I couldn’t help myself. Even his kisses taste like the nectar of the gods. I am infatuated with him and we plan to meet up more often, we know it’s wrong but it feels so damn good. We figure that since we’re young, why the hell not. I feel perfectly fine with this though, no guilt at all, no second thoughts…and it scares me. I like being desired and taken by more than one man almost as if I “need” it as reassurance of my self esteem. I am deeply in love with my boyfriend, I want to marry him and have his children…but i also want to enjoy his friend as long as I can before time runs out.