Last night I spent the night at a friend’s house, he’s a guy and I’m a girl. I didn’t tell my parents details, they think it was a girl friend’s house. We had s**, and he didn’t use a condom for parts of the night. I’ve loved him since we were in 8th grade. But I’m a Christian. I should feel guilty about it, but I don’t. I feel guilty that I don’t feel guilty. I’m really happy, it was one of the bst nights/days I’ve had in a while. We cuddled and watched movies and kissed and it was something I’ve been longing for for so long. But what happens if I get pregnant? I’m terrified. I’m on birth control, but that doesn’t always prevent anything. I know that God will forgive me if I ask Him to, but what happens if I’m not sorry?