After accepting Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior, I have never felt so alone and out of place. While I am well aware as to why it is this way, (John 15:18-20) it still hurts. I get into more arguments with my mother. I get into more issues with just about everyone who doesn’t know Jesus as the savior. It hurts. I cannot wait for the day that Jesus returns because then I don’t think I’ll be alone anymore. And Jesus will walk with me and everyone else and then this ache of loneliness will just go away.
To those who say it is easy being Christian:
It is when you’re just going through the motions. When I experience the truth of it all, it’s weird seeing people who say they worship the same guy (Jesus, not other religions) suddenly call you blasphemous for asking Him to help with your little problems.
It’s easy to SAY you’re a Christian. Being one is an entirely different issue.