okay, so i was bored, and i was seeing if i could guess my boyfriends password,
after a little bit i got it.
i was a little proud of myself, i was about to log out, but then i accidentally had a quick look at his messages.
i didn’t want to but it happened, i have been a bit curious lately, (like if he still loves me and all that)
i saw he was talking to one of his friends.
i kinda found out he has feelings towards another girl, he said to his friend that he has the same feeling to her as me (like from sleeping next to her as they fall asleep and to s***** things)
and i kinda figured out who it was :/ and he talks to he almost 24/7
i feel like he is falling out of love with me.
earlier this year we were really happy together, looking for houses and pregnancy and that, we found out i was pregnant, about 8-9 weeks during it became a miscarriage…
since then every thing has changed.
we arnt looking for houses any more, he doesn’t want to try for a kid again,
he has been slowly pushing me away, he is on his laptop more than ever, talking to this other chick,
i hate it, and i cant even talk to him about it, what am i so post to say, i hacked into you facebook because i was bored? and then i found out you dont love me as much any more?
and the person he was talking to didnt help, she told him to keep both of us in he life,,
and what am i so post to do, if he chooses this other chick,
he has even told me he doesnt care if i go sleep with another guy, or kiss another guy, that just made me feel like he doesnt car at all, (even tho i would never do that)
he is the love of my life. i cant see myself with out him, i will be lost.
ill be every thing im not.
i just need to get this off my chest other wise it will eat me alive 🙁
– feeling unloved and confused and guilty