There’s this guy I’ve been in love with for almost a year, I think he considers me as a friend but most likely, I’m just someone he knows.

A few months back, I ran into him at a coffee shop, we started talking and after a few minutes, he asked me to sit down with him but since I wasn’t expecting it at all, I said no and ever since I am afraid that if I ever had any chances with him, as if he was actually interested in me, I screwed everything up that day because he quickly changed the subject and never asked me anything like that again.

I feel so bad for not saying yes but thing is I’m way too scared to ask him out myself. I really don’t know what to do about it but it sure feels good to be able to say it out loud.