Female, 15

I know I’m a borderline sociopath

but

I’m afraid that I might actually be a complete sociopath.

I know there’s nothing I can do about that. I’ve tried to consciously feel more empathy and care but I realised it wasn’t working when I had to force myself to try to feel that way.

I’m not a violent person.
I’m not an unkind person.
I am an uncaring person and that makes me feel terrible.
I only really think of myself and I don’t even treat myself that well.
I hope that I’ll change with time.

Does not caring make me a bad person?
Am I a bad person? I don’t know. I hope not