I’m dating this girl that I’ve been friends with since I was 13, and she just came out as a lesbian last year (I’m bi) I’ve seen 3 people that she doesn’t know about since I’ve been with her, and a few nights ago me and this guy were all over each other. We had both had a bit to drink, but she hadn’t. Anyway, me and this guy ended up messing around while she was there, and she hasn’t said anything about it since, and the thing is, I don’t even regret it. I never liked her in a romantic or s***** way, at all, I just felt bad because I was going to be her first girlfriend. I broke up with her once before, but we got back together. I don’t wanna break up with her again, so I’ve been being really mean to her in the hopes that she will dump me. I feel really guilty and I don’t know what I should do.