I’ve gotten so used to my life being miserable that I’ve started going emotionally numb. When I talk about my past self harming, or say horrible things about myself, or other similar things, I say it in a matter-of-fact tone. At first it was just because I didn’t wanna get emotional over it, but now I actually don’t. It’s just a bunch of facts now. And I legitimately don’t understand when people do get worked up and worried about the things that happen to me, or the depressing things I say. It’s true, and neither one of us can do anything about it. So what’s the big deal?