I used to intern at Disney World. I’ve been obsessed with Disney since I can remember, and the idea of working at Disney World was a dream come true for me. But I can’t stand Orlando, Florida, and working for a giant corporation is hell. I’ve done the Disney College Program twice, and got sick of it both times because of the big corporation rules and such. But I just adore Disney so much. I still want to go work there. I dreamed about it for MONTHS after quitting. I would rather be seasonal so I only have to work there for a week or two every several months, but I’d still have to live in Florida, and I don’t think I could. It’s just not my place. And I’m not used to big cities like Orlando, and my anxiety disorder makes it near impossible to live there and survive, especially on my own. And so I’m stuck craving Disney and being a seasonal cast member and being a part of the Disney magic, and knowing that if I go live there and try to work there again, I’ll probably end up leaving all over again.

I swear, Disney is a drug.