I have a friend that died several years ago. We lost touch because I went into the Navy and we had some bad blood between us. I do feel bad, because while I was very mad at him I always hoped we would reunite and be able to reminisce over our good times. I was not as level headed as I am now, but it is too late. He is gone and i have no way to reconcile our relationship. It is sad because as I get older I am realizing no one really knows me as I was then, and no one ever will.
