I am feeling very guilty for a rather perverted liaison that I had at a convention I attended in New Orleans. My husband would probably divorce me if he knew. I feel like I have to talk to someone about it but I am afraid I look like a pervert. I had s** (protected) with a male transvestite. I don’t know why I did this except he was rather cute dressed as a female and I was attracted to him and rather tipsy at the time. I met him at a show and he came back to my hotel with me. I did not intend to have s** but he came on to me and I was curious about how it would feel. He came on to me very slow and in the end I let him undress me and make love to me. I had the strongest o***** ever and he wanted me to perform oral s** on him after, which I refused. I promised to meet him the next night, but knew in morning that I had made a big mistake. This night has been on my mind for a couple weeks now.