The truth is I try to avoid you for days at a time because if I’m not around you cant get annoyed with me and see you really don’t want to be with me. I have slipped up here recently, being so sad and telling you when I wont be around. You told me today you get annoyed when I plan when I wont be around, and even though you were laughing I still felt a part of me want to shrink away and not want to see you again for a week. Honestly I probably wont talk to you tomorrow and I will hide from you now. I guess I haven’t gotten any better with my running away issues.