I briefly emotionally cheated on my boyfriend a few years ago. He knows about it, he forgave me and we’ve worked things out. I love him a lot and enjoy being with him. We are in a long distance relationship for a long time, because of studies, jobs etc.
But there are days, till now, when I miss the guy with whom I cheated. I miss him at times, the long chats we had. I often m********* thinking about him. It is a twisted thing to do. I don’t want to be with this guy ever, but I always keep on wondering what if I could have a fling with him.