I am 29, happily married with 1 child. Recently I started thinking about my 1st love I had when I was 13. We parted ways a few months later and didn’t keep in touch. In 2005, when I was 19, we reconnected when I went back to my country for summer vacation ( was studying overseas then). Just after the 1st meeting, we realized we still had feelings for one another and continued dating till the days before I had to leave. We didn’t want to commit to an LDR since we were both so young then…sad but reality. we exchanged a few more emails whenI left and eventualyl stopped and I continued living my happy college life in the US. in 2008, i moved back to my country and emailed my closest friends about it…he replied saying that if he knew i would return, he would have waited for me but alas, he was in a serious relationship then. He still came to the airport to see me when I went back, but that was it. I knew he had a girlfriend too so I didn’t talk to him. He got married the following year. and I completely forgot about him. once in a while i would look him up on FB…recently,i’ve been thinking about him and went to message him on fb if he still rmemebered me. we chatted for a bit and I learned that he was divorced and will be remarrying this november. I feel guilty thinking about him, but Ican’t help it 🙁 its good that he stopped replying my messages. this will pass right? it just a phase…and I’m most probably just reminiscing the memories we had…