Waiting for the guy I’ve been seeing to get divorced. I know I’m in the wrong, and this is a way to rectify that. He told his wife. She refuses to divorce him. I will stop seeing him by the set deadline if his divorce doesn’t come through. Asking myself easily a dozen times a day just what the f*** I was thinking getting involved with a married man. I hate that saying I love him sounds like nothing more than a cheap, laughable justification rather than true proclamation of noble feelings.