A friend recently showed me a “humor”-p*** site, so I checked it out later at night. I found a video of a girl that was trying to get back at her parents (her father and stepfathers had been touching / molesting her, and her mom had been sleeping with her boyfriend) by having s** with another man while confessing what her parents did to her. The man who interviewed her was a f****** scum and would call her “worthless, s***, trash,” etc. They would brutally f*** her and humiliate her by having her drink c** from a bowl. The worst part about this, not only did i watch it, but I masturbated and came to it. And right after I felt so f****** bad. At the bathroom I just sat down whispering to myself how f****** bad it was that I had masturbated to it. They were degrading a girl and then taking advantage of her. That’s not how you should treat people. So I feel really f****** bad for having masturbated to it. I feel like I really need to confess this or I will feel bad about for quite some time. But I promise myself that I will never watch fucked up s*** like this again. Jesus Christ, they were even playing a song in the background that went “Kill yourself, you should really kill yourself”. I am disgusted by myself. But I know that I’m a good person, although I am ashamed of this. I swear that this will never happen again.