I knew it before we met. I guess that’s how soulmates work, but the moment I saw him it was very clear. I love him. I’m so in love is makes me sick to my core because I know that nothing else I’ve ever had was good enough. However, he and I are too moral. We never say it in words, just small glances and secret smiles. We say it in the way we say goodbye and the elation in our eyes when we say hello. We never touch, we never kiss, and I’ve shaken his hand once. I love him so fully, I feel empty the rest of the time. I’m guilty because I am to be married in 9 months to another man.