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Most people think I’m anti-social because I dislike other people or I think I’m better than them. That isn’t the case at all. I just came to the realization one day that I’m a mean spirited, spiteful horrible person. I just always seem to do and say things that are hurtful to others (especially the ones I love). I don’t want to be that person, but I can’t help it. It’s like I have this thing inside me that won’t let me be any other way. Therefore I decided to remove myself from society. I live alone, I make no friends (not even online), I don’t date. I’m sorry for being the way I am. I wish I could change.

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I was painfully shy with duper low self esteem when I was younger. Parents can really screw you up. Anyway, in Jr us I had a HARD crush on a lovely and very pretty girl. I talked with her and she was nice to me but I never told her how much I cared for her or how beautiful she was. This was 51 years ago. I found her on FB and sent her a message, telling her how beautiful and sweet I thought she was. She was touched and we chatted. She said I had made her day. I’m glad I gave her a smile and that I was honest with her about feelings I was too afraid to share years ago, I just wanted her to know that someone thought she was sweet and gorgeous. She said she was glad I reached out but also sad that I couldn’t share my feelings at the time. I’m glad I did it, for her and myself.

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I was painfully shy with duper low self esteem when I was younger. Parents can really screw you up. Anyway, in Jr us I had a HARD crush on a lovely and very pretty girl. I talked with her and she was nice to me but I never told her how much I cared for her or how beautiful she was. This was 51 years ago. I found her on FB and sent her a message, telling her how beautiful and sweet I thought she was. She was touched and we chatted. She said I had made her day. I’m glad I gave her a smile and that I was honest with her about feelings I was too afraid to share years ago, I just wanted her to know that someone thought she was sweet and gorgeous. She said she was glad I reached out but also sad that I couldn’t share my feelings at the time. I’m glad I did it, for her and myself.

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