I’m hopelessly in love with my employer. He’s much older than me and in a relationship. I don’t want to be one of those girls but I am. It s****. We spend a lot of time together and sometimes he makes subtle advances at me. I really like the attention but I don’t want to put a strain on his relationship/be someone’s mistress. I hate that I have such strong feelings for him and I hate that he makes me feel special. I sure do know how to pick em.