I have a friend whom I’ve had feelings for awhile. We used to work together, he eventually quit. There were a couple of times in the past that there was a chance for something to happen, but I would refrain because he’s married. We’ve kept in touch since he left our place of work. We saw each other a couple of week ago. My friend and I went to see him. I brought someone along for fear of giving into my desire for my friend. We all had a good time, and my friend and I left. My married friend had text me asking if I made it home ok. We started texting back and forth, and I eventually told him how I felt. To my surprise he told me he felt the same way. He asked me to come back over. I foolishly did. When I first walked through the door we talked for awhile. Then, one thing led to another and we hooked up. But it wasn’t the usual wanting to rip off e each others clothes kind of hook up. It was very passionate, different than how it played out in head. I know that he won’t leave his wife me. I don’t feel bad and can’t stop thinking about him.